Today wasn’t too good

I’ve tripped up on the first day, I know I know, I’m a terrible person and deserve to go die or whatever. I do have a (somewhat) excuse though, but I’ll try not to let things trip me up again, regardless.

Today I had a hospital appointment, which of course completely fucked up any eating plans. Breakfast was ok, the usual bowl of cereal but by the time it came to finally eating lunch the whole family was starved (it was like half two) so we stopped by in some pub somewhere.

Oh. You can see where this is going.

By this point I’d have quite happily eaten my own eyeballs out of hunger so I ended up devouring the whole plate (of ham, egg and chips [eek]), not realising my parents would insist upon a dessert for ‘celebration in that all is ok’. Oh. Oh. I’m not going to be a bitch about it though, they were merely being kind- in the way my food loving parents are, and so I ate it. It was rhubarb crumble, in case you were wondering.

I won’t be eating anything else for today (not like I could if I tried) and I’m sticking to water. Eh, I’m not going to bother calorie-counting. It’s disappointing, but there’s no point moping. Let’s start again.